After this dream, i feel my spark of love restored. It was always there, it was always strong, but love songs I listened to when I felt hopeless for romance and deeply in love with the idea, I find myself feeling the songs on a deeper level that connects me with that love. It feels more present. From what I can remember, it was a school dream and I wandered the halls until I was late after class. My school felt like a castle or a crazy house, I walked up a huge spiralling staircase to the top to get to my environmental class, in which a boy I used to have a crush on was in. For me then, he represented the sweet boy "wave to earth" kind-eyed person I want to be with. His energy was adorable, and I guess I started talking to him today. We started talking every day and got closer. Somehow the dream time skipped to me nervously and hesitantly laying down on his shoulder. I remember feeling his heart beat faster and him get more nervous. I knew there was reciprocation but I was unsure of the outcome. Laying on him however provided me with so much solace, that I felt the softness of his sweater and rubbed his arm as I lay. I felt butterflies throughout me. He was so sweet, exactly how I pictured him to be. The extra parts of the dream were this dude impersonating a coach in a funny way presenting to the class. He played a health video and it turned into literally porn and we could see everything. Thats when my crush pulled out lotion and put it on, I thought he was gonna yk what but he was just putting on lotion which I thought was funny. I asked him for some and he rubbed it on my hand in circular motions. So I asked for more again and asked him to do it on my back because the massaging felt nice from his hands. I then went and asked That sums most of It up. In the dream I asked my friends if he liked someone bc I saw a picture of him with a guy and thought he was gay. She said he liked girls but had a crush on a guy. But I knew it wasn't true because we were together so intimately. Another weird thing about the dream is that the crush wasn't actually the guy from my class. He looked like him and acted as I pictured him to, but it wasn't him. Instead, it was a representation of the guy I really like and the building of a relationship with a person who id usually see to be "unattainable." but there I was, in his arms. I really like this guy and I'm deeply enjoying getting to know him as a person, we click, he cares, he listens to my random outbursts, he's sweet he's kind, his music taste is different than mine but its good and he really likes it which I do also, and he matches my energy perfectly, he texts first, we talk everyday almost throughout it. I can tell he likes me and I'm so excited to be happy in it. Not to mention he's exactly my type and I met him totally by chance. Idk I really am enjoying the present and the time I'm able to talk with him. there was also a part where almost got caught naked when outside my house, idk what that was about.
Your dream seems to be a rich tapestry of your emotions, desires, and experiences, particularly surrounding your feelings for this guy you like. Here are some interpretations of the main themes and elements in your dream:
Exploration of Feelings: Wandering the halls of a school, which in your dream feels like a castle or a crazy house, could reflect your exploration of your feelings and the complexities of love. Schools are often associated with learning and growth, suggesting that you are on a journey of learning more about yourself and your feelings for this person.
The Crush Representation: The boy you had a crush on in the dream represents the qualities you desire in a partner. Even though he was not exactly the person you like in real life, he embodies the "sweet, kind-eyed" energy you seek. This suggests that you are projecting your ideal partner onto him, feeling an emotional connection that mirrors your current experiences.
Intimacy and Connection: The moments of laying down on his shoulder and feeling his heartbeat symbolize your desire for intimacy and the safety that comes from being emotionally close to someone. The feelings of butterflies and nervousness also reflect the excitement and anxiety that often accompany a budding romance.
Humor and Lightness: The funny scene with the health video turning into something unexpected and the playful interaction over lotion suggests a desire for a relationship that feels fun and light-hearted. It indicates that you appreciate humor and spontaneity in your connections.
The Nakedness Element: The part where you nearly got caught naked outside your house may symbolize vulnerability and exposure. It can reflect your fears about opening up emotionally or the anxiety that comes with developing a romantic relationship. It suggests a struggle between wanting to be open and the worries that come with that vulnerability.
Connection to Music: The restoration of your "spark of love" and the deeper connection to love songs indicates that music serves as a powerful emotional outlet for you. It connects you to your feelings and can be a source of comfort and joy, enhancing your overall romantic experience.
Overall, your dream reflects a strong optimism and budding excitement about your current romantic interest. It shows your openness to love and connection, while also highlighting your natural fears and insecurities that often accompany new relationships. Embrace this emotional journey and the positivity that comes with it, as it seems to match the reality of your growing connection with this person.